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I am ashamed. If I were to look into a mirror that reveal one's heart, I might see something dark. It is not just the pseudo- goth side of me talking. Though I do not cheat, lie or steal, there are other evils that cloud my mind. When I think about the times I made someone feel bad and less than what they are really worth because of my words, I feel ashamed. Sometimes, despite what others say about sticks and stones, words can actually hurt more. I know that some of the things I say are not funny. It is not fun making fun of people and saying mean things behind their backs. When I think about it, I am one of those shitty people who still live. I don't have any right to say bad things about a certain person, when I, obviously, am not perfect and has faults that may fill pages. Crap. The thing is, I'm sorry for all the things that I have ever said that hurt anyone of your feelings. I know I am quite a spitfire, except that is not a trait to be proud of. Why do I say bad things about people who never did anything to me? (Still looking for an answer...) Just because I have insecurities and frustrations it doesn't mean that I can throw all of these feelings at someone else. I wonder if everyone turned their backs on me, what they might say behind my back. Loads, because even I know, that I am not a nice person. So help me. Please post all the things that you don't like about me on my tagboard. Avril said, "If you don't like who I am, all you're going to get is, who I am." I don't believe in that, I think that there is always room fo improvement in each and everyone of us. Please leave your tact at the door and tag away. Remember honesty is the best policy even if the truth hurts. You don't have to post your name if you don't want to.