thursday-- relsone, compro2, englone, lunch at tubbie's

discussed arrays in compro2, has an assignment. had a game in englone, quite interesting, our group won!!! we were group mates with this decent- looking guy named Dado. hmm...

la talaga akong makwento, boring kasi life ko.

oh right, i gave some advice to Lara from DevArt, about college and stuff, she is so lucky to be taking up course she really loves, btw, you can check out her gallery http://larafaerie.deviantart.com

hmmm... nageemote ako ngayon for no reason. you know the feeling when tears are there but doesn't seem to fall down your face.

emotions that can't be fully expressed
or explained for that matter
but you know that its there
you know there are tears behind your eyes
but it won't overflow
maybe because you will it not to
maybe you don't know the reason why you feel that way
but you do
there is anger, loneliness and probably jealousy
there is sense of regret, lack of self- esteem
there is joy, somehow too
all these feelings inside
that is tugging at my heartstrings
and bothering me
i feel intense sadness even though
i have no right to feel that way
maybe that is why
my tears won't fall
i am confused
yet again


REVISED VERSION OF THE PREVIOUS POEM:

Dear Friend and nothing more

Just wanted to say hello,
It has been a while hasn't it,
I guess I missed you, a bit.

I missed the times when I made fun of your huge ego,
Wait, that didn't sound so nice,
But what can you expect from a frank person like me.

I missed the times when I got annoyed at you,
Because you were better than I was in Math,
Remember how I had to bruise my ego and ask you for help?

I missed the times when I insulted you in so many ways,
I never seem to ran out of bad things to say about you,
Can't help it, sorry.

But you took all that so well,
As far as I can remember you never got mad at me,
Despite at all those things that I've done.


--. to be continued